3.9.06

So today marks Jess & I's 3 year anniversary. We'll be going to Aqua Riva tonight, and I've requested a window seat. We chose Aqua Riva because we've had some fond memories of it: great food, good price, excellent service. Way better than Nu. My review of Aqua Riva will come tomorrow. I'm anticipating ****.

Yesterday, Jess & I had a conversation again about what our future holds. Right now, it's as clear as milk. Things are not only on rocky roads, but things are on off-road terrain. We need the Faith In God 4x4 by Jesus to help us through. We're currently riding on a unicycle throught the desert. But whatever happens, I believe we'll both see the greater good, and what's best for us. We'll believe that Jesus will carry us through the valleys of shadows and pain and that we'll emerge victorious! on the other side. But whatever happens, I'll always have a place in my heart for her.

On top of that, Jess learned that her grandfather is dying of lung cancer, alone in a hospital in China. He has no phone, so he's out of touch from the world, and just counting down the seconds. Where is God? Where is the Faith In God 4x4 that we're looking for? It seems we're both riding in a Faith In God hatchback through the Amazon with no path. Things seems grim. He's not a believer. We can only hope that grace and mercy work now, and Jess can make it China on April 15 to see him and tell him the Good News.

Can things get any worse?